Man, today sucked. Well. Okay, look at the bright side;
I could have been writhing in a ditch in the middle of nowhere covered in dirt and popsicle sticks/various debris.
But I wasn't. I was in school! Oh, the joy, the pain, the sadness, it's a plethora of emotions. Yes, I'll be shutting up soon, but since yer reading this anyway...I was just dead tired. Not really depressed, just tired. Gym was pointless, and I was even annoyed dyuring special ed. The person that I assist is..well, he doesn't give me trouble, but I keep telling him not to use his calculator but he does anyway and I don't care anymore, if he wants to use it, fine. He doesn't know his times table and I can't really force him to learn it. He doesn't like to listen to me, but then if I was him, I wouldn't want to listen to me either.
Physics...jesus crap, this is when my brain went dead. I've never been this tired in physics before. Close, but this was the entire two periods pretty much, me trying hard as hell to keep my head up and eyes open, but my eyes were hurting because I was yawning and rubbing em and they didn't want to stay open. Then at some point before the first period of physics was over, I got increasingly naseuous. I felt pukey. Hm. But I didn't eat anything, so I couldn't have puked. No dry heaving. Good. That's always annoying. Haha. I dunno what that was about, I was thinking maybe because of dehydration but...I think I've got enough water in me. Mmhm.
*now that I think about it, dehydration could explain for me feeling like puking in the past...I don't know, you tell me*
But I'm not really dehydrated, so let's forget that. I was so relieved to get out of that class. It's just the class I guess, because I was fine when it was over. WOOHOO. Not even as tired. Amazing, yeeeup.
During lunch I didn't actually have much homework, so I slept for 15 minutes or so. I
LOOOOOOOOOOVE LISTENING TO EVEN so very very much. It was pretty weird too, because at some point I really fell asleep, but it was only for a few minutes. I had a dream and everything (of course when I tried to recall it I got nowhere) and when I woke up I couldn't believe only a matter of 5 or less minutes had passed. But it was really nice to be rested in that short time. ...i think. Either that or I'm a freak of nature.
sigh...don't know why, but I had to sigh right then. Hm.
Took a math quiz the next period which I probably got a C on because i didn't answer one of the problems at all, which already lowers my grade to a B, and then I screwed up another problem worth 12 points, so that's a C. It might be curved a bit, but still. Who cares, I'll get a B this quarter anyway.
Russian was probably the least annoying class of the day. Just cos nothing especially bad happened. I was annoyed that I couldn't raise my hand in the space of time it took for someone else to raise their hand and get called on, but oh well. I think I've failed participation.
English was really annoying. I was hoping it'd be a bit of fun because we played a jeopardy game about the Great Gatsby to prepare for our test tomorrrow, but I was just so disgusted by the people in my class. I mean, I'm disgusted pretty much by...most of the human race, or maybe it's just America (I don't know if I can say much about other nationalities...since i live...here) but the people in my class jsut can't shut up. Okay, it's like that in all my classes. I would never be a teacher because in my head I'm thinking "GOD shut up! Just listen! What is wrong with you!" And I'm sure if I teacher said that...and a bit more, it wouldn't be very good. I can't handle things in a calm matter I guess, which is why I don't usually say anything at ALL. Very quiet, I am (why does that sound like something Yoda would say?). But the people in my English class just wouldn't...stop talking, and my teacher got pretty mad at everyone. Of course..it's not everyony talking, but for once it was the majority of the class I'd say. Me, I just had my head on my table staring at my paper, taking notes on the questions the teacher was asking (well, the answers I guess, since it was jeopardy) and my team ended up getting last place. It's funny though, we're the "smartest" people in the class gradewise, but we just didn't...know stuff. I probably won't do that well on the test tomorrow, since for once we don't have to do an essay examining the book in some...way...not that I'd rather do that, but. I don't know.
The team that won would get 5 extra points on the test. I guess...I don't need it. The team that got it though, it was just one dude saying the answers pretty much. But maybe those people really need the points. I don't really care, I guess I don't really need em. Hopefully.
And now I'm home. I didn't want to take a nap. And then I did. And now I don't. I should probably take one...but...I dunno. I hate it, I'm so tired in school I dream about taking a nap, but when I get home I'm not tired anymore, probably because my mind is actually stimulated, or something.
Oo, who watched Jay Leno last night? I probably could have gone to bed fairly early if I hadn't stayed up to watch it. And I could have just recorded it and went to sleep...but i wanted to see it right then and there. RUFUS! It was weird since he wasn't playing anything, not sitting at the piano or strumming his guitar, but it was nice anyway. I thought it was funny since he semi-messed up at two points, and he was opening his arms all wide for some kind of
effect I guess, and for some reason I just thought it was funny. But yeah...Rufus! Singing nicely!
Right now I'm listening to "Saucemaster" by the 8-Bit Construction Set. I don't know why I like this. I never got around to buying their album though. They make all their songs out of sounds from Atari games I think. I must have money somewhere...er...no, not really. I asked my mum if I could have a steel lap guitar. Aahahaha..uh...yeah. There are a whole bunch on eBay but...yeah, I probably will end up not figuring out how to play one anyway.
