argh, i wrote about my "problems" at the bbs, why did i do that? it felt like the only thing to do at the time cos no one was online, but then afterwards i felt uneasy..that happens all the time, i remember being really depressed, but I don't really..feel it. Its like it wasn't me. but it waaas! i'm one person. but i notice that a lot..i look back at my depression and sometimes it doesn't make sense to me.